Friday, November 30, 2012

Considering Suicide? Come to Galib

1)
I never attempted a suicidal act. But it doesn't mean I never thought about it. The first time I thought about attempting a suicide was in class 11th. I was feeling very sad that day. I was sitting quietly in the class and felt that I ruined everything. My chemistry grades were poor and it added more to my grief. I felt like killing myself at the very instant. And then I made a list of factors that were compelling me to do so. I remember that one of the points I considered was "OS of my computer-system crashed yesterday. I don't know how to repair it. I guess my computer is damaged which means a loss of 25,000 Rs. to my dad. What to do?" I gazed at all the factors and started eliminating them one by one if they can be improved upon. And if not, I should talk to a family member I trust upon. I eliminated all but one. That evening, I went to dad and asked if he was also my friend, besides being my dad. He made me sit, and explain what's the matter? I started crying and said "I miss her". My dad hugged me tightly and said "Beta, tu gud (jaggery) hai. Wo ladki makkhi hai. Apni mithaas banaye rakhna. Makkhiyan aur bahut aayengi." And that ruled out the probable attempt of suicide.

2)
Second time I thought about it was when I was in first year, AIT. I was under immense stress of ragging. Plus there were other factors. I wanted to go to a medical college. Engineering wasn't the field of my choice. Moreover, I recently had a breakup. That night, I was on the top of 4-storey hostel. It was about 11PM. I was crying. I called dad and told him that "I can't stay here anymore. Please take me home". And my dad said "What kind of Army-brat are you? I won't console you even the slightest. You yourself must feel the honor of being the son of an Army man. Your dad have gone through the toughest times. Can't you even acclimatize to this little ragging-thing? Remember, when going gets tough, the tough gets going." That statement made me the most ragged boy of AIT, and I never shed a single tear. I took everything like an army man takes orders from his officer, no matter what it is.

3)
Third time I thought of suicide was 1 month back. I was coming leaving home for Bangalore. And the night before departure, I did some mathematical analysis to decide whether to do it or not. The analysis is as follows:

SUICIDE
TO DO OR NOT TO DO
Issue: Should it be done or not
Criteria: Voting system with weightage (scores)
Algorithm:
  • Each factor has a vote with weightage from 0 to 100
  • Each factor must be either a Pro or a Con
  • A weightage 0 means unalligned
  • Cons votes be given negative assignments
  • Sum all the scores
  • If score is negative, do it
  • If score is positive, don't
Conclusion: 1051 - 770 = 281 Don't do it.
RISK FACTOR - 3 more strong factors in Cons and you do it.

Factors: PRO - Why not to do
  • Improve instead of escaping ------------------------------------96
  • Dad chilling on rocking chair dream --------------------------95
  • Experiments here (on earth) not complete yet ---------------94 
  • Naam, Namak, Nishaan -----------------------------------------85
  • Incomplete wishes of family ------------------------------------85
  • Attack on religion dream ----------------------------------------84 
  • Physics is calling ya :) -------------------------------------------81
  • Life is full of beautiful girls ------------------------------------72
  • Prove to family that you are worth ----------------------------71
  • Bring peace to the world ----------------------------------------64
  • You are unique ---------------------------------------------------44
  • You are not idiot. Just needs time to understand self -------35
  • Wishes of lover --------------------------------------------------32
  • President of India dream ---------------------------------------30
  • UN secretariat dream -------------------------------------------28
  • She loves you ----------------------------------------------------28 
  • Wishes of others -------------------------------------------------15
  • They don't deserve your excellence ---------------------------10
  • Sorrow leaving behind ------------------------------------------02
Factor : CONS - Why do it
  • It doesn't even matter in geological timeline if I existed ---98
  • I cause frustration to Didi, gf and others ---------------------96 
  • Family lost faith in me ------------------------------------------89
  • Gf feels I am a waste --------------------------------------------67
  • Urge to see what's beyond (death) ----------------------------70
  • I can't improve even if I wish to -------------------------------31
  • I may cause loss to humanity ----------------------------------19
  • My existence won't bring any good ---------------------------10 
  • I am over self-confident. I am zero in real -------------------80
  • My Didi also thinks so ------------------------------------------75
  • My gf also thinks so ---------------------------------------------80
  • My friends/colleagues also think so ---------------------------55
The notebook where I made 'the Suicide Analysis'
 Though, this method must have been  an idiotic way to determine the YES and NO solution. Many people may say that a mathematical model can't judge one's life and death. But I say that if the model if sufficiently well-framed (which lacks in mine, but a better model can be made) and factors given appropriate weight, this is a correct method. Later on I analyzed upon these factor also. I thought about the least and most important factors in both categories. No be noted that the top factor in my CONS (with score 98) is that It doesn't even matter if I ever existed in the geological timeline. And in fact, this is the absolute truth. And later on, this factor alone turned out to be my only motivation as a PRO in my later thoughts about suicide. Rather, it should have been under PROS instead of CONS. (And this proves that my model wasn't accurate. What should have been a +ve value, I treated it as -ve. But overall, the model can be improved upon).

 4)
I have been continuously "thinking" of attempting a suicide since last 3 days. The reason is a single thought - why am I alive? Who will remember me after I am gone. I don't even know who my grand-grand-grand father was? Was he a good man? Was he a thief? Was he a peasant under Mughals? So, my existence is insignificant. The only reason to live is to make myself significant enough. But again, even if I contribute to the society a lot, who will remember me a billion years later? Today I know Dennis Richie, Bill Gates and Ban Ki Moon. Those who are born after 2000 won't be knowing about Kofi Annan except those who prepare for competitive exams. As time pass, people have tendency to forget. We know Mahatma Gandhi and Bhagat Singh. If you don't know, you may refer Wikipedia. But after a billion years, Wikipedia wont be there. Neither this history. All that will be left is our remains. And they will excavate us like we do about Mesopotamia and Harappa today. No one known. Not even a single. Then why am I alive? This single thought was eating me away from inside.

Day and night, every second, I am thinking of it. I am listening to happy songs and sad songs. I have been trying to express my grief in poems, but they remain incomplete. I have made 6 incomplete poems, 4 incomplete sketches and 2 incomplete articles. Meanwhile, I came up with 3 of my own self-made physics problems and 2 mathematical problems. I got stuck at one of 'em where calculus got involved and solved others. I made 6 large scale Delhi maps, with and without metro stations on photoshop. I watched documentaries on Indus Valley Civilisation, 1984 Sikh genocide, and history of Taj Mahal. All this in last 3 days. 

I was aware that my B'day is approaching on 29th (i.e. today). I thought that it would be fun to die the same day you were born. But then another thought came to my mind. If I commit suicide at this hour, when my family is happy for me getting 22, it will not be a happy time anymore. My sister won't be left alive without me. She loves me that much. And after losing his wife, and both his kids, my dad won't last longer either. This thought moved me. It stopped me from committing the crime. But it changed my course. I must opt Buddhism and must go to Himalayas. I will not spend my life as a workless, worthless man. But I will live like a saint, teaching physics in the holy mountains. Oh, all these thoughts were so confusing.

And then at last, the only thing which game me relief was Mirza Ghalib. Every word of his poems did hit me hard. How can a man express my feelings in his poems? What I was never able to express, could never understand myself, he made me understand.

ये न थी हमारी किस्मत, के विसाल-ए-यार होता,
अगर और जीते रहते, यही इंतज़ार होता ||

तेरे वादे पर जिए हम, तो ये जान छूट जाना,
के ख़ुशी से मर न जाते, अगर ऐतबार होता ||

कोई मेरे दिल से पूछे तेरे तीर-ए-नीम कश को,
ये खलिश कहाँ से होती, जो जिगर के पार होता?

कहूँ किस से मैं के क्या है? शब्-ए-गम बुरी बला है,
मुझे क्या बुरा था मरना, अगर एक बार होता ||

ये मसायले तसव्वुफ़, ये तेरा बयान ग़ालिब,
तुझे हमवाली समझते, जो न बादाखार होता ||
 
How can one have such a strong command and control over words and expression? How grief can be merged with happiness, how to be a sadist and live like live-heart, no one knows better than Gaalib. I salute you O Gaalib! You solved my dilemma.

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Bangalore Rajdhani services

This was the second (and probably the last) time I was travelling in Bangalore Rajdhani from Hazrat Nizamuddin to Bangalore City. I decided to keep notes of all they give on the journey as accessories. So, I made notes in my copy whenever I received anything from the train staff.

The train, Bangalore-Rajdhani Express, 12430, started from NZM at 8:50 PM on Nov 10, 2012 and reached SBC at 7:20 AM on Nov 12, 2012. Here is the soft copy of my notes:

Nov 10, 2012
On boarding
- 1 Magazine (Rail Bandhu)
- 1 Blanket
- 2 White Bedsheets
- 1 Small White Towel

10 minutes after Departure
- Bread sticks
- Butter
- Black pepper
-Water bottle (Bailley)
- Tomato soup

Dinner
- 2 Parathe
- Paneer Dish
- Daal Dish
- Spoon
- Lemon Rice
- Salad (Carrot, Raddish and green chilly)
- Sweet curd
- Salt
- Tissue paper
- Pickle

Just befor sleeping
- Barista Lavazza icecream

Nov 11, 2012
Early Morning
- Newspaper (Dainik Bhaskar)
-Fresca lime water

Breakfast
- Tea bag
- 2 bread pieces
- Butter
- Fruit jam
- Dairy Creamer (Nova)
- Sugar
- Spoon
- Dal Sambar
- Idli
- Wada
- Plastic coffee mug
- Hot water
- Nescafe coffee sache (on demand)

1 PM
- Bread stick
- Butter
- Black pepper
- Water bottle (Rail Neer)

Lunch
- Salad
- Salt
- Pickle
- Spoon
- 2 Parathe
- Sweet curd
- Jeera rice
- Moong Dal
- Aaalu Gobhi Matar dish

After Lunch
- Barista Lavazza icecream (vanila)

(Then I noticed, that we crossed Godavari River at 3:10 PM)

4:30 PM
- Bikano chana dal
- Sugar
- Fruit jam
- Bikano soan papdi cake
- Dairy Creamer (Nova)
- Tea bag
- Spoon
- 1 Toffee
- Hot water

8:10 PM
- Tomato soup

8:45 PM
- Salad (Cucumber, beetroot, green chilly)
- Spoon
- Pickle
- Salt
- Tissue paper
- Sweet curd
- Dal Sambhar
- Rice
- Soyabeen dish
- 2 Parathe

9:15 PM
- Cream-Bell icecream (vanila)

9:30 PM
- They started asking for tip (and they asked for tip in the morning again)

12 Nov, 2012
-Last night, we were told that we will get breakfast etc in the morning, but now they refused as the train was about to reach Bangalore. NO BREAKFAST. Train reached Yashwantpur at about 7:10 AM and SBC at about 7:20 AM.

Monday, October 22, 2012

Proud of my sister :)

Parents from middle class families never know much about the future of their ward. They are unaware of the education system going on.  All they can do is put their ward in a good (or famous) school in the near locality and have faith on it. If you are economically slightly better than a typical Indian family, at max parents will arrange a coaching for you. But they themselves are totally unaware of what their child is learning. They can't monitor it. Even my mom-dad didn't know anything. Parents come to know only when one of their children has gone through these times. My sister was elder. And my dad didn't even have the slightest hint of competitive exams. They just knew these is something called PMT. And neither the schools provide such info to the kids. Who cares for all 120-200 students informing them about the competitive exams? So, my sister was left with unawareness. She gave her first PMT in haste and trailing behind her classmates. So, it went all messed up. When she couldn't clear even the 'pre', she came to know what this competition really mean. By the time, I came to XI, she decided to have a drop year. Now there opened an academy in Bhiwani. Someone told my dad that coaching helps in clearing exams, so he put both of we siblings to that local institute. Plus there started family problems in our home. Those tensions couldn't let her study. As a result, she lost another year there gaining nothing. Again she couldn't even clear CBSE-PMT pre.

Now I came to XII and she was broken completely. My dad raised her, hugged her and said "Beta tu ek try aur le. Main tere sath hu. Chinta kyu karti hai?". He gave her determination. When your family is with you, when they support you, it is a great help. My sister is a little slow at understanding concepts. She grasp topic a little late. So it was obvious that her performance would improve gradually. She stayed at home. She used to study late night with me.This time, we both were to attempt for PMT together. And we both cleared pre. Alas! None of us could clear mains. In BHU, I was unable to clear pre. She cleared it. In GGSIPU (for VMMC and ACMS), I again failed in pre but she qualified for the mains also. She could get an admission to ACMS as her rank was good but our financial conditions were not that good that my dad could afford huge fees of ACMS. So, didi told my dad "last time you asked me to take another shot. This time I ask you to take another chance. Believe your daughter. I will crack the best govt. medical colleges this time". I salute that determination of my sister. She is a little slow at studies, but she is way too ahead in social and human nature. And she dropped again while I came to AIT Pune. And she really did what she said. She had 6th rank in whole Haryana, cracked ACMS again, cracked BHU, JIPMER, COMEDK and many other exams simultaneously. But this year, ACMS had dropped its fees to a lot of extent and it had also gained a lot of reputation in its first year. Plus, career is more secure through ACMS. So, leaving all other colleges (including PGIMS Rohtak), she opted for ACMS only.

My sister is a great example of determination and hard work. Besides being a little less capable than her peers, she overcame her weakness with immense hard work. And ultimately she succeeded what she decided to achieve. And I am so proud of my sister. No one can sustain so many failures and then rise with immense success. Most of her classmates either dropped for at max 1 year and then opted for BDS etc or went for BSc. which even my sister could do. But now she stands higher than those who lost hopes early.

Today she is one of the best students and among toppers in her MBBS class keeping her pace and hard-work in coherence. I am so proud of her.

Saturday, October 20, 2012

PG for NG in Bangalore

PG 1
View from 6th floor, Spectra Cypress
For few days after my joining, Mu-Sigma made me stay in Spectra Cypress Apartments at Kundalhalli Gate. The address was mailed to me long before joining. And I was given a 14 days time to find my own place to live. Within a few days, I shifted to a PG in AECS Layout. Finding a PG in Bangalore is easy, but finding a good PG is tough. I was habitual of Pune. It is preferable (and cheaper) taking a BHK in Pune. In Bangalore, flats are costly. My PG was providing me
1) Food (which is not suitable for north Indians at all)
2) Wi-Fi Internet (and the signal strength was almost zero. Somehow, Google home page opened in 2 hours)
3) Attached bathroom (for a combo room of 4 guys)
4) Promising private cup-board (which I didn't get till I was there)

So, though I was paying for all these, I didn't get profit of any. I had to pay separately for lunch, dinner in restaurants and internet connection of my own (10Mbps, 50 GB FUP, Rs 999 per month).

PG 2
Hall in PG 2
Within a month, I found a better PG in Kundalhalli colony. The new PG owner charged a little more, but I had a small singlet room of my own, attached bathroom, hall shared by another room, TV (with cable) and internet connection with better signal strength. The other room (for sharing hall) was occupied by 3 college boys (there was a college nearby named CMRIT). So, It was sort of college-like environment when I was a BE in singlet and SEs were in triplet. Here, two of these boys were FEs and one was SE. But these FEs had no fear to that SE like in AIT it used to be (we AITians are proud of our ragging-traditions). So overall, I loved this place. These boys also shifted here the day I shifted. After a few days, one evening, few SEs from college came in the PG (this building had 4 floors with 16 residents per floor, almost all of them being FEs of the same college and few being SEs). Those boys came and sat in my hall with that other SE friend of theirs who lived aside me. They all decided to rag the FEs.

Soon after some time, the hall had about 6-7 FEs standing in tashan and the SEs trying to break off their ego. My door was open that moment and I was sitting on my chair making a pencil sketch. I paused for a moment and put my chair near my door enjoying the view. (They all knew I am a BE, and all used to call me Bhaiya. None of those SEs had that vigour as AITians have. Just giving a try (or say 'fight maar rahe the' in AIT's lingo) to rag. And the FE's, half awake, half slept, yawning, standing loose were reluctant to listen. It seemed to me as if SEs were being ragged. An FE yawning? What a shame to an SE. One of the SEs invited me to sit on the sofa in the hall "Arey bhaiya, wahan kyu baithe ho. Aaiye na". I nodded in no with a smile but then one of the FE did something which was forbidden in AIT if you are in front of a senior, 'taking cell phone out of the pocket, without a call AND without prior permission'.

After I became Mr. fresher of AIT in 2008, I was ragged enormously, the entire year, both semesters. And when I became SE, I indulged in this act of POP (as known in AIT) to just a limit. I did some entertaining ragging in my SE (entertaining to both, ragger and raggee). Today, those ragged by me are BEs and placed in few of the finest firms :). And I left ragging in TE and BE. Now, this FE instigated me. This cell phone was limit. And then, that night became the AIT night for those all FEs. And the SEs just kept looking. I made them do all AIT formations (including maharaja, cliff-hanger, namaaz, aarti, murga etc). And then they repeated in echo as asked "Jo garv se ragging dete hain, wo studd ban jate hain. Ragging se bach ke bhagne wale C*** hote hain".

Flat 1
Just after 12 days of my shift to this PG, one day I was looking at yammer in ITPL. There was a post regarding a 3BHK in Prestige Palms apartments (where I live now) looking for a flatmate. I approached the guys and saw the flat. It was heaven. I have never seen such a good flat. It was grand, and so was the rent. In total 32K. The 3 other tenants (and my current flatmates) were as follows
1) Vishwender Dalal - Delhi ka Jat, Ramaiah College, Mu-Sigma (Nick: Mighty Raju). I call him 'Bade Bhaiya'. He has a well built body. There was a time when this rich spoiled used to prepare for Mr. Bangalore
2) Naveen Mahto - Jharkhand ka Kurmi, Ramaiah College, Mu-Sigma (Nick: Mallu). I call him Muls. Full-time smoker and complete Bihari by attitude.
3) Ashwini - Bihari, Ramaiah College, some civil-engineering company (Nick: (None)). I call him 'Mote bhai'. The fatso of our flat and unmarried uxorious (or say poor pussywhipped). Nice at heart.

Overall, I loved this flat (and the flatmates). Me and Dalal wanted singlets (I have to make physics video lectures in silence. But why Dalal?) Naveen and Ashwini wanted to share the room. So the rent was divided as 9-9-7-7 respectively (plus electricity, internet, water, food, maid). So, At least 15K per month was to be spent on basic living. But after that, there was no expense. It was near my company. So, there was no travel expense now (earlier it was). Plus there were many other facilities which were not in my previous PGs viz. Swimming pool, Gym, Big-Really BIG rooms, 2 LCD TVs, 4 cupboards including dressing table of my own, your own private attached bathroom, a good society area, and luxurious (not uxorious) life.

So, to shift here, I quickly made my money settlements in the PG and shifted the very next Saturday. Now the only problem was money for security deposit. It was total 2 lac for the entire flat. So, for each of us, it was 50K. I called dad and asked for the money. Asking for some time, my dad managed to arranged that amount of money by the deadline.

Following are few pics of my current home :)


Thursday, August 30, 2012

Mu Sigma - Review 2

EXPERIENCE AFTER JOINING

DAY 1:  Reached Bangalore Railway station via Rajdhani Express from Delhi early morning at 7AM on Aug 1, 2012. It was Wednesday. Next day was my joining. I came out of the station and asked for an auto for Kundalhalli. He asked me Rs. 750. It was horrible. I opened bag, took out my specs and wore them. Just across the road, there was a bus stand. I crossed the road and reached bus station. I tried asking for Kundalhalli from every other person but neither they understand English nor Hindi. And I know no other language. So I decided to say "Kundalhalli, Kundalhalli" only. This word won't change even if spoken in Kannada. Few people tried to help me. But it was something like ನನಗೆ ಗೊತ್ತಿಲ್ಲ. How would you interpret it?
Luckily a bus-conductor told me to go on stand-number 17. There I got the bus and reached Kundalhalli gate in Rs. 15 only. I reached the destination and made my entries in register as per instructions by a Nepali cook who was already there waiting for me. It was a grand 3 BHK flat at 6th floor in an apartment. Facilities were ultimate.  Scene was beautiful. We had Wi-Fi internet provided at company cost. There were already 4 more guys who were to stay with me (2 from Hewlett-Packard and 2 from Mu-Sigma). I was the third Mu-Sigman to enter the flat and there was one more to come just 5 minutes behind me, coming in the same train as mine, but later on, in auto paying the amount written above.
I enjoyed that day. I called home being my SIM still in roaming. Used internet (I put torrents) and slept under AC at a temperature of 16 degrees.

DAY 2 & DAY 3 : Tan-Tana. The joining day. I woke up at 8:30. Joining was at 9:30. Reached in time. We were given the time-table for the entire month. And then they told us the real facts about money. The first hike in money was not after 1 year. It was after 1.5 years. I joined on Aug 2, 2012. So on August 2, 2013, I will get a bonus of 75 thousand, true. BUT the monthly salary will be as usual, for another 6 months. My monthly salary will rise only after Feb 2, 2014. It is something like the image given here.
Mu Sigma salary structure (Time in years, Salary in INR)
(Salary includes PF, variable performance bonus etc
which is not credited to your account on monthly basis.)
Here, the gift boxes are Stay Bonus. A small gift means, stay bonus of INR 75,000 and a large box means a bonus of INR 1,50,000. (This image is not provided by Mu-Sigma. I made it). Mu Sigma tells you this money in terms of annual pay and talk in terms of numbers. Looking at numbers don't help you much getting the insight of what actually you will get after the end of month. Moreover, they have devided it in such a fashion that you don't even get the money which I have shown in this graph. After subtracting all PF, performance bonus etc, eventually you get INR 23,700 only at the end of the month (if you are not absent for any day).

Both days, we were busy scanning our educational documents and mailing them to MSU (Mu-Sigma University) email. We has lecture sessions also regarding various things, which included no studies but other important things like
1) How to save your tax
2) How many holidays you get (well, you get 16 casual holidays and 6 sick-leaves in 1 year, that also divided on quarterly basis as 2-2-1-1. So, no continuous 6 holidays.)
3) What is the organisation of the company
4) Getting new laptops (means, now you are screwed. You need to work)
5) Getting company I-Cards
6) Visiting the company's new location where I was supposed to work after the training in MSU is over (that location is known as ITPL. MSU is at KTPL)
7) Opening bank accounts in HDFC
Both days, I went home at 9:30PM

DAY 4 ONWARD : Now MSU starts training you in various subjects. Daily, in-time was 9:30AM sharp and out-time was a variable ranging between 6:00PM to 9:00 PM. After 26 days of rigorous training, exams were to be held in 4 different subjects
1) MS-Excel
2) R
3) SQL
4) Statistics
I knew a lot about Excelby self experience (I learnt it when I made huge data about placements of college being the PR of computers in college). SQL was in my syllabus of Computer engineering (ironically, that's why I didn't know SQL so much. But I was better than those like my new friend from IIT, Madras-Civil Engineering). Statistics was only "Prabability from M-3". (If you are from Pune University, you know what M-3 means).
The only new thing was 'R'. It was to be run in 'R-Studio' and it was a horrible subject. If you get into Mu-Sigma, please study this subject with full concentration. Earlier, Mu-Sigma used to work on SAS. Recently they have switched to R. So, most of Mu-Sigma employees are trained in SAS only. These two things cumulatively make the soul of Mu-Sigma.

DAY 29 & 30 (EXAM TIME) : On August 29, we had exam of Excel and R. I scored full in Excel and Zero in R. If you fail (like I failed in R), you get another chance next month :). Today is August 30, and I had exam of SQL and Statistics. Most probably, I passed both of them. Result is yet to come.

NOW WHAT : Tomorrow is the last working day of the month. So, I will get my first salary. We were allotted projects in the mid of month long back and mentors were assigned. I (along with my team of 5) got a project of 'Cardinal Health' - Rank 17 among Fortune 500 companies. We used to have mentor-meetings at regular intervals and proceed with the project step-by-step. Next 3-4 days are specially allotted for project work. We have to finish it by September 6. After that, I (with other 60 from my batch) will be transferred to ITPL office and according to schedule - it be the beginning of 'Life in Delivery'. Although, MSU was supposed to be of just one month. We were recently told that is has been extended to another 5 weeks. We will have to learn Java and VB in that period (MSU keeps changing their policies over time). Being a BE from Computer Science, Java and VB are nothing for me. So, all I am going to study for the next month is 'R'.

FINAL OPINION: Mu-Sigma is a great place to work. You will make good friends. Company is composed of only young minds full of talent. If you are a part of it, it is a privilege. But it makes you work a lot. Payment is not as much as much you work. Life is as hell in Mu-Sigma with no money. But it is just like the days when you used to prepare for IIT-JEE. It is pain, but it is useful for future. Mu-Sigma experience for just 1 year is also in huge demand. Even if you leave the company in just 6 months, you will have better offers from many other companies. Nothing is better than Mu-Sigma to start you career as BA. But staying for long is almost impossible. It gives you an experience like Pre-MBA which no other company can provide. There are both pros and cons. Choice is yours.

Mu Sigma - Review 1


DISCLAIMER
Only one month has passed since I joined Mu-Sigma as 'Business Analyst'. So, may be it is too early to post the review. But anyways, I am doing so. It may be useful for freshers who are looking for a placement in Mu-Sigma. All ratings are out of 10.

OVERALL RATING : 6.9
Salary : 7.5 (Better than most of the companies)
Work-Load : 2.1 (कुत्तों की तरह काम कराते हैं)
Learning and Experience : 9.5 (You get enormous amount of learning, even if you are reluctant)
Peer Group : 7.2 (Mostly IITians & NITians and other good colleges all over the country, all young talent)
Work Culture : 5.4 (strict on timings, formals 'always', no songs, no movies, no Facebook)
Hierarchy : 9.5 (flat hierarchy, seniors are always approachable, no calling Sir/Ma'm, call by names)
Miscellaneous Facilities : 7 (coffee, tea, gym, TT, Fussball, cafetaria, cab facility if you work after 9PM)

THE SELECTION PROCEDURE
First thing first. The phrase '3-6-9' is a hoax. Your earning is NOT '3 Lakhs, 6 Lakhs and 9 Lakhs' for '1st, 2nd and 3rd year' respectively. It is actually '4.05 Lakhs, 6.25 Lakhs and 7.75 Lakhs' for total of three years becoming slightly better than the hoax :)

When I was a BE in AIT, Mu-Sigma visited college on September 22, 2011. It hired 8 of us from all 4 branches in total, as compared to 2010 when only one guy was placed (few others were also placed later on when Mu-Sigma conducted an off-campus walk-in in Mumbai in January 2012). All rounds are ELIMINATION type. Criteria for 'University of Pune' and 'Mumbai University' is 55%. For others, it is 60%. For AIT (2011-12), it was 53% with any number of downs. On joining, all clear required.

ROUND 1 :  WRITTEN
You are given a question paper with two pages stapled, both sides printed. All questions were objective-type as follows:
1) 25 questions were from 10th class mathematics
2) 5 questions of analytic and data interpretation.
Time allowed : 30 min
Overall, questions are easy, but time limit is short. You really need to be fast.
In our batch, about 60 students appeared. 20 cleared for round 2.

ROUND 2 : GROUP DISCUSSION
Groups are made with about 10 candidates each. GD Master announces a topic. One blank paper is given to each candidate and 5 minutes are allowed to sit quietly and think your points. Do not write anything on the paper. Then GD is started. This is not supposed to be a debate. So, being in favor, against the motion or to be neutral is your choice. Just take your stand.
After GD is over, another 5 minutes are given to write the summary of what was discussed. Submit the paper.

ROUND 3 : TECHNICAL as well as HR
Actually, Mu-Sigma doesn't care which branch you belong to. So, technical interviews for a Civil guy may differ from a Computer guy or a from a Mechanical guy. All they look for is that :
1) You are a quick learner (they will make you to do so, if selected)
2) You have the urge to learn new things
3) You are intellectual (they will give you a couple of puzzles to solve. Once you solve them, you are selected)

The most important parts of their interviews are questions of following type :
SAMPLE QUESTION :
'Reeshock sports apparels maker' has come to you. They are experiencing a decrease in profit since last two months in one of their store. They want to know, what can be the various factors causing it?

SAMPLE ANSWER : 
a) Time of year (may be they sell winter sweaters, and summer is going on)
b) Location of store (if it is in Himalayas, or on sea-shore, or in Rajasthan, it will affect sales)
c) Keep thinking and telling other similar factors till you get completely exhausted of all the factors, no matter how silly factors you think.
c) To keep in mind, Reeshock is not at loss in this question. They are still gaining profit as per the question, but that profit has decreased. For example, in Jan, their profit was $ 2 Million and in Feb, profit is $ 1.7 Million. Obviously profit has decreased (hance following the problem statement), but it does not mean that it is in loss. So, respond accordingly.

They may ask you if you want to ask anything? It is usually suggested that if you ask anything back about the company, it shows that you are very much interested in the company, and hence increase the chances of you being placed. I personally feel that it doesn't help that much (though I still applied it, and got selected). I really feel that the very moment when you respond to the type of question listed above and their puzzles, it gets decided if you are selected or not. So, asking questions about company doesn't really help.

ROUND 4 : RESULTS
We got over with the selection procedure by 10:00 PM. They will announce the names of students selected. The names are announced neither marks wise, nor alphabetically. It is completely random. So, keep waiting till they announce the last name. They give a paper signed by a Mu-Sigma representative in the team, along with a low-durability Mu-Sigma carry bag (and your friends give you a good thrashing of belt party if you are an AITian boy)

BEFORE JOINING
Long before joining, they appoint a 'Mu-Sigma campus-ambassador' in every college. They call the 'Ambassador' to Bangalore on Mu-Sigma's expenses via flight early morning. Mu-Sigma makes them to have a look of the company so that when they go back, they give a good feedback to their peers. Provides a good lunch to ambassadors in an hotel, makes them stay in company's guest house after the function is over, and send them back to their city by next flight. But that's NOT for all, but only for the ambassadors :(.

After a short period of time, they conduct another meeting, this time they coming to your city. They call all the selected students from that city (including all colleges) and organize a know-each-other party in an hotel. Provide you a good dinner and sends you back. This is for ALL :).

Mail 1: Soon, you get your offer letter in you mail box. They ask you to sign it and send back. No need to do that. Simply reply "agreed and accepted". If you want, at max, send a scanned copy of your signatures attached with the mail. But that's all just formality. Even if you reply "Thanks babe", I THINK, its gonna work fine (Don't do that)

Mail 2: Next mail you will receive is asking about your accommodation. Mu-Sigma provides a 14 days accommodation in Bangalore and expects that you will find yourself a good home within that period (you get only one Sunday to do so. Rest of the days, you keep working). So, I would advise you to ask for the days such that your last day in company's arrangement is the day  of your joining. For example, if your joining is on June 1, ask for accommodation from May 16 to June 2. It will give you enough time to find a home, as well as explore the city (later on, its impossible due to work load).

Mail 3: Now, you will get a mail regarding the accommodation details, with address and dates. Remember, the company has only given you a place to stay. Your food expenses are still on your behalf. It may range from Rs. 1000 to Rs. 3500 within those 14 days. So, it's better to find your own place ASAP and get shifted.

EXPERIENCE AFTER JOINING
(In my next post)

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

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